Vulpes-Erratum

Since 2004 I've been here. Started on iDraw3 and now I use Corel Painter X6. My art has turned more towards erotica soooo not suitable for here. I should make it a point to add more to this site.

1. Schizoid personality disorder: Characterized by a lack of interest in social relationships, a tendency towards a solitary lifestyle, secretiveness, emotional coldness, and apathy. They may also demonstrate a simultaneous rich, elaborate, and exclusively internal fantasy world. SPD is not the same as schizophrenia, although they share some similar characteristics such as detachment or blunted affect. 2. Borderline personality disorder: The disorder typically involves an unusual degree of instability in mood and black-and-white thinking, or splitting. BPD often manifests itself in idealization and devaluation episodes and chaotic and uns

I can't......I can't stand what my life is now. And I'm not sure if anyone who reads this could care in the midst of their own daily routine, But there are so many things happening at once that I'm forced to deal with everyday. Every other day I suffer from PTSD that includes hours of what has to be a mixing pot of anxiety flashbacks, seizures, blackouts, fits of crying and being alone. After which I lose consciousness and forget everything that happened. I want to die every day but I'm at a constant war with my own mind to even make a plan to carry anything out. I guess that if I don't really try to end my life is good, but it doesn't stop.